thoughts standing still

All I seem to think about lately is law school. That was true over the summer, and then it was less true, and now that I've gotten my LSAT score back, it's true again.

It seems everyone in the world is sending their applications in NOW, and that's great, but I can't send mine in officially until I know my letters of recommendation are in. And that's forcing me to be patient.

I am not patient. I never have been. It's a sort-of nightmare. Wait wait wait, knowing that the reason I have to wait is because I was not as on-the-ball about getting my LOR requests to letter-writers. Sigh....if only I had...if only I said...if only I did...

I have a bad case of the if-onlys.